From nursery till quiting job
I worked in NTPC from 2010-2018. From school (Age 3) till 2018(Age 31) was useless period.
So 28 years was the useless period.
In 2018 I died first time.
In 2022 I died again for second time.
In 2026 I died again for third time.
2018 to 2022, these 4 years for 28 years useless years not considering Time from Age 0 to Age 3 since I already died.
2022 to 2026, 4 years for (28+4=32) years.
Job 8 years for 20 years of school plus college.
Reduction factor 2.5 times.
How ?
20/8 = 2.5, 28/4 = 2.5^2, 32/4 = 2.5^3
After Job
Death
Wandering 3 years.
Corona 1 year.
Death
Jabalpur 2 year
IIT G 1 year
BARC 1 year.
I am 38 now.
So above 8 years are for remaining 50 years if life expectancy is 78. Reduction factor 50/8 = 6.25 times.
Hence reduction factor is square root of 50/8 = 2.5
But now I am dead at 38. I can reduce 38 useless years to 35/(2.5*2.5*2.5) = 2.5 Years. This time also taking time from Age 0 to Age 4.
My earning period was 8 years. 8/35 is 21 percent. 22 years will be 58 percent. Remaining 10 will be 26 percent.
I was 38, 8 months ago.
58 Percent will be 18 months.
21 Percent will be 6 months
26 Percent will be 8 months.
If last 9 months is phase till I was studying ie Age 23.
I have reduced 18 months to 9 months. Reduction factor 2.
My job phase will start from 18 June. I can reduce it to (6/2*2) = 1.5 months.
So till first week of August. These are rough estimate. Date may be +- one or two days.
I have to be a couch potato to losse physical health.
Take drugs to loose empathy. Study is best. Study is always required. But drugs of any kind gives some biological ailment. Microbial Decease or Cellular dysfunction lke Ghamoriyan.
Microbial when trying to loose empathy fot not so close people like NTPC or General people. Medicine helps.
Cellular when trying to loose empathy for very close people like family. Poison helps.
Medicine is Allopathic drugs.
Poison is Conventional and also Psychiatric pills.
Corona – I assume I had some Cellular dysfunction. Brain not right. I took poison. Virus attacks humans. I was immune as I was killing or improving wrong cells to compensate.
Now also same thing. Psychiatric pills causes damage to body cells while poison to brain cells. Brain cells don’t feel pain but studying becomes hard. Psychiatric pills helps studying but body faces discomfort.
Whome I have to loose empathy for now.
Every time first I loose for near ones then far ones. For example Here First for People here with poison and pills. People of Iran were byproduct.
Then in last short phase far ones like IIT G friends with pills alone.
Now in home I will have to loose first for neighbours and required Indian states with poison and pills.
Then in short phase X and YT friends with pills alone.
Studying for GATE is Poison.
YT will be pills.
GATE and Pills alone should be sufficient if place was of liking.
Anyway without money I can’t do. I want it from BARC and online busines.
Why will BARC give.
External pressure. Central Govt pressure. Politicians pressure.
How ?
Like this.
How from online business ?
Like that.
What will happen to the world.
I will be taking both poison and pills.
Since it is at home I think it will not be very targetted killing like Delhi blast, Indore water, Cough syrup or Iran.
It means disease.
That 2 times septic of wound equivalent has already happened. This time emotional wound.
Strait of Hormuz.
First attack in Iran. Without anaesthesia.
Second attack on Indian ships. With anaesthesia.
What Decease ?
Some bio lab’s pathogen leak decease. More deadly.
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Ashwini Singh Chandel is a graduate from NIT Bhopal in ECE currently posted in IGCAR Kalpakkam as Technical officer. He has 8 years experience in NTPC as assistant manager. He shares his unorthodox and unique views on philosophy, politics and science and use psychology to connect it with the general people so more people can be involved with the philosophy and science community and play an active role in policy making process of his country and the world.
