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I was born to 4 mothers. All Ek se badkar Ek.

I was listening to AP today. Lets say Earth is a closed system. How could evolution lead to human beings if entropy always increases. Short answer is order at one place is disorder at the remaining.

So humans evolved at the cost of some less function or order in rest of the living and non living things for lets say Earth for simplicity.

A string is more of a disorderly thing. So lets say there are 4 strings. The most ordered one will be at cost of the disorder in rest.

Parkinson’s Decease is a disorder Right !!

So the most organised one must make others disorganised.

I grew up with the most organised one. My biological mother was most disorganised one and also stree. Now dopamine is illusion. It can be self generated but usually stolen from others.

The biological one that gave birth to me did not raise me but other two of my female siblings.

Overactive left brain is schizophrenia or Psychosis. Over active left brain is also dopamine sucker. It is not sober on its own strength but psychological manipulation.

So in short I was trained from childhood to generate and give D for free.

So all took advantage.

So much that I now have pseudo Parkinson’s Decease. They took away all sources of D from me except studying. But it was also in sharing with their husbands who are all stupid.

How ?

Negative feedbacks.

Now my biological one who never give negative feedback take it affectively. That’s why I was born a ferret even when compared to my sisters.

Like raising a horse is for only purpose of riding. Same was my situation.

When I left home for college I was preprogrammed as a D factory specially to GFs who showed no mercy. So there again I picked up books in a college where hardly anyone studied anything. Yes zero.

Now when I joined job I was again surrounded by ferrets. Even names were similar. There was nothing technical which is my strength so I started SEO which only sounds technical but is absolutely not.

Same dynamics except the D suckers were males or more exactly their wives.

Yes Sports is a great source of D but we don’t play as real sportsman. I saw it was very easy to excel at any game inside while affiliated with Company or rather servile to the company.

It was a drug and drugs are what ?

Bad. Hence accidents.

I had to leave. There was no choice. We mistake D for courage. Therefore if not aware do violence directly or indirectly.

No exception.

Now imagine someone already low on D packed with addicts. Not even psychology was necessary to suck D. It could be done affectively.

One day I was really feeling like hanging myself. But instead I chose to confess to Goons incharged. Result was I managed to take the necessary D to not hang myself though they tried everything to show otherwise.

If it’s all D so even Doctors are addict. They will not allow drugs that are bad for their business even violently if they feel necessary.

Yes it is all D. Thats why Dharma or Justice system.

Courage is to survive without D for the  right cause not just do blah blah which is a sort of violence.

In simple word courage is do the right thing no matter what. It is the real source of D without drugs or rather…. violence.

Drugs are bad always.

But medicines are not. It has opposite effect given you need the medicine.