Guru Dakshin(South) A

Once a seeker went to learn from a Guru.

But the Guru asked  him to give Guru Dakshina (Advance) before.

Puzzled the seeker asked- 'But you should be free from material desires. Then why are you asking advance."

The Guru said. I don't have any value for material except the daily food.

But you do. And if I teach you without it you will not even return back after completing training as you will loose faith that there is even something  called Guru in this world.

Not because the teaching was useless but coming from a place of material you will not value any teaching because your system did not risked any thing of equal importance to you as the teachings.

From: Ashwini Singh Chandel <ashwini.manit@gmail.com>

Date: Thu, Apr 2, 2026, 02:21

Subject:

To: Recruitment, IGCAR <rd3@igcar.gov.in>, <apo4@igcar.gov.in>, <apo1@igcar.gov.in>, Kalyan <kalyan@igcar.gov.in>

Through Proper Channel

Respected Sir/Mam

The whole country and world knows about me. If you see I am controlling or directing everything. From parliament to Roads.

I know I am on unauthorised leave for which I plan to submit necessary documents later.

I am going through emotionally challenging stage. I am just trying to convince you that If there is Room for improvement one should improve.

Unnecessary parties are not natural. It is because of the stress passed down from above.

Always Following Rules is not our nature.

Hence Parties in groups to get guilty pleasure. There is no better time to highlight the gist of that stress trending in Latest News.

90 Percent in any job is the psychological settings So everybody gets their deserving share of Dopamine the motivation Harmone. But I felt it to be more of a compromise than real will anywhere.

But it's better than other places. Psychology can juice or taste up anything without drugs. In the social hierarchy here I am at bottom. But at Top in reality. So I can justifiable distribute motivation in whole world and definitely here also.

But I am also Human. Unfortunately I do need numbers, a need of body not mine.

I can do this work till death. But I don't think dying will keep the work going.

To convince the system I have this to say.

What is more urgent that system wants.

Dopamine or Technical. I can do both because I like both. But in later surely some news of mishappening like IIT G will be inevitable as the whole is greater than the sum of its parts.

All wars are dopamine wars like animals. War that requires courage is hardly faught by anyone as per Bhagwat Gita. We are much better in per capita consumption to produce anything. The 1st world is not. We do deserve better than others even now.

Forcefully Renunciation desires even as petty as tasty food is not really spirituality.. One can do work of liking for days continuously even with no food at all. So dopamine is illusion. But it is also bodily need. That much that is required to keep proper muscle movement and balance like in Parkinson's Decease should be available.

That's why Shree Krishna in Mahabharat did not stop the war.

We all have it to some extent. So I chose not to take from the system but give.

I just want you to see the clear picture that I am doing whole world's job which include my company. This makes our company of great international importance . But if perception is that I am not sincere for work I should evaluate others also. And I don't think anyone is more sincere than me.

Township people are fine with me. But I don't know the situation there.

In previous job not only the Gratuity but about 3 months authorised leave salary was not disbursed. Reason I know was panic for sudden Dopamine drop.

This time also it is dopamine shortage. And if one is quite sober compared to other the first drug one will hoard is money.

I am almost independent of financial situation.  But some things are our Right.

Right not because of addiction but justification. Its justice which is compromised to make ones's body at ease as soon as possible in any new place or situations.

One can say it's not my problem.. But it is of the body"s and it will do whatever it can in a faulty system to make itself at ease.

So let me first create boundaries to minimize damage. Different groups that form anywhere is always hostile to other group but united against any individual and suck Dopamine like mosquitoes from him./her.. A teacher student relation in the most civilised society.

Just as our or rather any political content(Mostly psychology stuff) for discussion is very boring.

Altering or improving that content can have effect of exponential proportions not just world wide but here also. I don't want credit but I will need salary.Think of me as Dopamine factory that distributes Dopamine which is very badly an urgently needed world wide.

Just this much can bring down energy consumption drastically and improve our environment. One cas see it happening as Oil and Gas becomes expensive.

It s not a usual problem. Just 100 Rs extra will drastically reduce Dopamine in everybody not much because of price but Psychology because it is related to our primary drug Food and Travel.

If I have to say truth then the truth is any desire when suppressed without understanding tend to be become whatever else is being done by us.

I have researched a lot of families and I found all of them delusional in this regard. Hope ur are understanding.

Because understanding is half the solution.

It's a very common but hidden ICE that needs to be broken. Individually it cannot be dealt with.

I am convinced we willl do this. We are not just profit maximizers but also purpose maximizer. I only have total of 5 Rs left. All I want to say is please arrange my past months unpaid salary. It's an emergency. Not for me but whole world.

Sincerely ,

Ashwini Singh Chandel

TO IGCAR

Employee ID 11607

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*It's psychological and only illness for which no doctor makes medical certificate but will give huge medicine bill everytime one visits.