From the day I declared to eat beef biryani I don’t know why but I felt like only sleeping. For 2 days I just kept lying on the bed mostly asleep. No food just some milk powder.
Today I woke up early did daily fresh up routine and went walking outside the township. There I bought 8 bananas and went walking eating it one by one. I was eating after 2 days but it wasn’t really tasting good. I gave one to a cow on the way and one I threw half eaten.
There is a church on the way. I sat there and replied to some X posts. Then went walking further and sat on a bench beside a temple on way. It was along a small lake. Replied to some X posts. Couldn’t sit for long as few ladies and gentlemen who came to temple were standing and not leaving on other side of road. I looked up and saw I was sitting under Peepal tree.
Long story short I didn’t ate beef sitting on sand near the beach because Beach sounds like center. The Right center. I ate beef Biryani but only the rice part, that too not full. Rest I gave to a bitch that came to me. She was very weak and thin and recently had puppies. I tried threw it towards the crows but she she did’t let them. Beef I tasted chewing but spitted out. It taste like mutton only but softer and smells weird. But Technically I did ate beef Biryani bought with cash. I also saw a bull and a cow that came grazing behind me on the the natural vegetation while I was doing my business.
I also saw a large dead sea turtle that came washing along the shore just in front of me at some distance. I didn’t notice it earlier. But while leaving I notice few crows and partial view of some dead carcass so I approached to see.
Then returned home.
Full Story ….. Later.
Continuing….
I was mainly going to drink water from the hospital that day. Beef was not determined to be eaten. For the first time I sat to rest for 7 times.
It was very crowded that day. After coming out again I sat under the tree there. Again I could see a girl wearing yellow from my peripheral vision the whole time I was sitting there. But it was hospital so probability was high I think.
Then my phone got discharged. So I bought a charger (local one) and kept it for charging in the shop and went to buy beef. In first it was finished. He directed to another shop where I bought one.
Came to pickup the charging phone. It was 14 % charge which could help in writing only two para of this post.
I charged my mobile from market electricity with a local charger. Catching my point.
Actually it was kind of a money heist. I was able to get 14 % share in the gdp of this country.
Proof is that without electricity my business cannot run. I can live without a house but not electricity. So I was obliged to work 100 % for the provider there. But now 14 % of the work is exempted for me. Rest for the nation.
Also I bought lot of disposable spoons (packet) as it is frequently required by me here.
I did some Googling after coming home about Tortoise. It is vehicle of Devi Yamuna, The River for it having following qualities
Longevity and Endurance- Live upto 200 years.
Balance and Stability
Spiritual Purity- Withdrawing the senses from the world.
It is also a symbol for patience and focus of Lord Shiv.
Did Devi Yamuna freed me as her vehicle which flows through MP Gujrat seeing the inaptitude of governance there.(I know its Narmada but since AQI is temperature so I thought or didn’t thought, whatever I do what I want. Next time I will try crocodile.)
Did I just killed the perception of Shiva worshipped as meditating in Mahamudra being relevant for current times.
Ashwini Singh Chandel is a graduate from NIT Bhopal in ECE currently posted in IGCAR Kalpakkam as Technical officer. He has 8 years experience in NTPC as assistant manager. He shares his unorthodox and unique views on philosophy, politics and science and use psychology to connect it with the general people so more people can be involved with the philosophy and science community and play an active role in policy making process of his country and the world.