I don’t know what this article is. I just wrote what came into my mind like painting.
Waise bhi hona Jana kuch hai nahi. Free ka time pass BC.
Let’s try to solve the Afghanistan Taliban problem. Ok so Pakistan is in open war with Afghanistan And TTP Tehrik E Taliban Pakistan.
And there is dispute over durand line which British drew in 1893 but which only Pakistan recognises. Afghanistan considers it’s border further into the internationally recognised Pakistan.
Afghanistan has no coastline and is surrounded by Iran, Pakistan, China, Tajikistan, Uzbekistan and Turkmenistan.
A huge mountain system Hindu Kush runs through Afghanistan and strongly shapes its geography.
Major groups include Pashtuns, Tajiks, Hazaras, Uzbeks and Turkmen, among others.
Afghanistan has a tiny border with China.
Afghanistan was once part of the Persian cultural world.
Dari and Pashto are official languages.
Buddhism once flourished there.
The territory of modern Afghanistan became part of Alexander’s empire in the 4th century BCE.
The Bamiyan Buddhas were enormous.
The Silk Road passed through Afghanistan.
Historically, Pakistan has provided Afghanistan’s closest major routes toward the sea.
Soviet forces entered in 1979 and withdrew in 1989.
The U.S.-led war began in 2001 after 9 11.
The Taliban returned to power in 2021.
So what is all this ?
Pakistan is my dog identity. Taliban means student. I don’t know much about Afghanistan which tells me the state of students in the world. They know about the whole world but do not know anything about themselves. The self knowledge is given last preference because The moment you look at self the self disappears and so does the suffering.
Let’s define suffering because nobody wants to suffer. In hindi suffer means travel. Can I say to end suffering means to end the travel.
We say have a comfortable journey. Why ? Journey is the destination because there is no end. Also the journey is Kurukshetra so how can it be comfortable. Still we say have a comfortable journey. So ending suffering must be to stop saying have a comfortable journey. It doesn’t mean to start saying have an uncomfortable journey. Don’t call it journey I think must be what it means. Call it suffering. Life is suffering. The moment you call it your current suffering ends.
I read on X some decoder saying To not have worry but to have excitement about the future. What if you don’t think about future at all.
What !!
Don’t think about future. How ? I didn’t mean don’t think about the dinner or way back to the your place from where you think is not your place. But ask why ? What’s wrong with this place. If I can get dinner here also what else need I think about. Sleep. One can sleep anywhere. One can take pills or one can get really tired by doing something he just keeps on doing without much immediate reward. Sleep is the reward. Why I am saying immediate ?
I have no problem. Do if you can without. Karmanyavadikaraste…It do not mean don’t think about the future. It means you cannot do your best work thinking about the future. And the best work will not let you think about the future or you think the least about the future.
Yes then what is it that best work. Shouldn’t it be obvious. It is to start questioning everything. What’s the goal of questioning everything. To not think about the future. But anything goal driven is thinking about the future. Yes so then start with why am I thinking about the future.
So that best work can be given a name. It’s Conversation with God. Yes but I am worried about my income. I like doing conversation with God but I also don’t like being dependent on anybody specially wrong people. How do I know they are wrong. They never do conversation with God. They just do conversation with themselves.
What does it mean ? It means they are dead people. Talk in simple language. They only think about future. If I tell them don’t, they put me in jail. I don’t think they can be undead now.
Ok but tell me why I am like this and they are like that. They are like that because I have been letting them be like that. Yes and I know the solution is to kill them all. Not just one but all. Become Kali. The Goddess of death.
But that would require strategy and weapons. Can’t I just kill my mother instead. No body else directly bothers me. I mean obviously not directly but indirectly with symbiosis or something. Whatever, I am not a doctor.
Even if I can let’s say right now who will make food for me Tommorow. But that’s thinking about future. So must not be conversation with God. It must be conversation with myself.
So let’s do some other thing. Let’s make my independence a requisite for her survival. It’s independence I want right. I should be independent enough to atleast go out of the house.
Yes but what will I do outside. I will just eat Aloo and walk for hours. And for that also I need money. Can’t there be something that I can indulge my mind at home itself.
I have TV. I have mobile. I have Wifi. I have food. Yes but all this is just glorified prison. Hath se na nikal jae. I can kill their baby. I mean if I can kill their baby I would have leverage. Think Think Think. I have to kill some part of myself because that’s how you kill somebody else. This is stupid.
So I cannot kill anybody with hands. And I don’t like being in their control. So what should I do ?
I have finished most of the countries. This post was actually for doing Afghanistan. Why am I doing this ?
I have to get my mind involved in something. Drug is the easiest way. It is the easiest way for everybody. Then why do we say to not do drugs. If the reality of everybody is so bad that without drugs only option is suicide why are drugs illegal.
Anyway so I need drugs and Afghanistan was left. Afghanistan economy is heavily dependent on drugs. I think afghanistan is the self learner in me. But what is the drug connection. Learning is the most potent drug for me.
So that’s it. Afghanistan was so simple. Now what ? Now let’s correlate above facts I copied from Chatgpt.
Taliban took over in 2021. I remember as I had just started learning this work during COVID. Actually COVID started after I first tried writing at scale and somewhat succeeded as well.
So is my leaning self a terrorist and a mysogynist. Well I totally avoid women when learning and I also kill students for sports. So learning as a drug for me is actually harmful for students.
Maybe that’s why I become indebted to somewhat potentially good students I know. I mean who have zeal to learn but are not learning.
So I will not do it’s neighbouring countries. I will do why Pakistan is fighting Afghanistan.
TTP means movement to learn how to become a dog. It wants to overthrow Pakistan Government. Yes so what’s wrong.
My problem is I don’t study when other drugs are available. On the other hand when deprived of all drugs studying is all I can do without anybody’s help. So what should I do ?
It’s not my problem. I should go study. But without money I will kill. That much is sure. I think I should study again for GATE. That way I can also develop my third site which is web 2.0.
News and all have become boring. But GATE has also become boring. Also no audience. Without engagement it will be too boring.
Why without money I will kill ?
I am not a hedonist. I try to have maximum pleasure with money to avoid competitive studying. That’s why I was not successful in Digital Marketing. I was not studying it competitively. I was just getting thrill to be in Top 100 with money. Yes I know beyond Top 10 is no man’s land but doing it first time, any rank was good. The Disappointment was from SEO industry.
So money is a drug for me like anybody else but I know my strength also. I can earn as much as I want if I start doing it competitively.
So I should do what ?
Doing Mtech will hardly give me anything. Plus I already have done the project. Just not the official degree. What use it is ? I have acquired the required basic skills in design and Verilog. Industry experience will get me trained but India is also developing it’s own Chip Industry and it will be better if I can add something in that field. Yes I am thinking of making my own Chip designing company.
BANANA CHIPS. I will need a lot of fund. Skills I can acquire anytime. Software I have basic idea. Hardware or Fabrication I will ask help from the Government.
I am seriously bored. I know the solution to boredom is more boredom. Why ? Tell me. I can’t just blindly accept it. You are bored because you are not getting enough social stimulus. But social stimulus is how much value you get to your own fabricated self. Its not real. Ego doesn’t do anything. So if it is in lack of social stimulus or value which is felt as getting bored you have been wasting time. That’s why end to boredom is more boredom. I am writing this but my ego is imagining things of how it will be perceived. I can’t help with that. The better I write the less my boredom becomes. But it could be much better than just See how good I am writing. If on the other hand I had money for atleast Aloo I could be writing much better things.
Share Market is making the best use of money for boredom. Boredom is lack of social stimulus. I am good in share Market. But I hide or avoid saying how much I excessively labour for it. I just talk of share Market with anyone and bore them to death to end my boredom.
I am the PM of the country. But I hide or avoid saying my corruption in the party. I just talk of boring figures that no body gives a damm about and bore them to death so I may not face any criticism.
Solution to Lack of social stimulus is not more social stimulus. It’s trying to be less and less dependent. When you know you are doing good the doing itself ends the boredom. Yes the motivation is same, social stimulus. But it’s in future. You may or may not need it in future. If you need you take it. If not you just return the extra. More importantly you never bore anyone to death for your pleasure.
Have you experienced people talking loudly among themselves when you are quite for whatever reason. Maybe you are a stranger or may be an introvert. Basically every word from their mouth says about being social like share Market to bore you to death. You suck the life of the only living person and call yourself social. Never anyone thinks if we are so social why is this person not talking or wanting to engage with us. Instead they all think it’s just how he/she is. There is nothing lacking in our social skills. We are the most social and best in our town.
So basically there are three ways to waste time and survive only by boring others to death. It’s done to end boredom. But the least boring person dies. Others keep on with their killing spree.
The three ways are
1.)Find someone who listens more than talk. And only talk about how good you are at share Market or other boring method of earning just money.
2.)Join politics and tell each achievement magnified ten times to opposition and deluded supporters.
3.)Become a fake social Butterfly being social with other fake social butterfly by boring a bystander to death. If no bystander then never miss to take photos to post online for the bystander. This is the way that always requires drug of some kind to get deluded that the boredom is outside. Never us. We are the most jolly people in the world.
Depression is for the weak. May be he is a psychopath. He never gets social. Maybe he is a serial killer. He do drugs also.
Or may be he is a lover. Maybe he does all this to suppress his competitive instinct to minimum. Whatever best money can buy to not be competitive for no or wrong reason. That’s what Krishna was Right !!
Now he has nothing. His mother wants him to take anti psychotics and sleep on time and all day rather than write at 3 in the night so he becomes a toy for her.
Krishna didn’t said don’t fight. He said fight the right enemy. Is it not enough that I am taking antidepressants for her.
I secured a Govt job again just for her. Still I can’t freely do what I love. You all have to help me if I take antipsychotics. I can’t kill my own mother.
Rationality is not an enemy but friend when you don’t bore others to death I think. And Anti Psychotics makes me less sharp. Inteligence is not anyone’s enemy. Misdirected competitive instinct is.
I think I should end this article. I just shouted at her for interrupting and asking me to take anti psychotics.
Ok going to sleep now. Feeling sleepy also.
Let’s do some correlation with the facts of Afghanistan today.
It is land locked. So it is dependent on surrounding countries for routes outward. Outward routes are Avidya routes. For Vidya he is self sufficient. But for Avidya he is dependent on many of the other identities.
The most accessible in descending order are Pakistan, Tajikistan, Iran, Turkmenistan, Ujbekistan and China.
Dog, Water + Glacier + Hydro Power, Land, Horse + Natural gas, Silk Road + Gold, Big Brother.
So for Avidya he has most access to being a dog and least to Big Brother. He has enough land of his own or temporarily his own like a college or township. Horse or Natural gas means driving or walking. Water is also a significant instrument for him to acquire Avidya. Drinking, watching, bathing or becoming like water.
Silk Road and Gold may be the trade route or the little shopping that he do. It is also an instrument that gives him Avidya.
Let’s solve other as well……
A huge mountain system Hindu Kush runs through Afghanistan and strongly shapes its geography. Hindu Kush means Hindu Killer. As a student he has huge high grounds where his general people hindu self dies.
Afghanistan has a tiny border with China. He is allowed to study very marginally as a Big brother. Mostly as a dog, or being extremely non rigid like water or walking/driving or shopper or having some ownership on a peice of land.
Afghanistan was once part of the Persian cultural world. He can do poetry by default.
Buddhism once flourished there. Buddhist teachings are inherently ingrained.
The Bamiyan Buddhas were enormous. At present Buddhist learning is largely broken or interrupted by others. Loud DJs for Ganesh Visarjan are running while he is writing this passage.
The Silk Road passed through Afghanistan. Shopping as a Big brother is done only after due importance to self knowledge.
Historically, Pakistan has provided Afghanistan’s closest major routes toward the sea. To access the deep part of himself the dog identity has provided the closest route.
Soviet forces entered in 1979 and withdrew in 1989. He has a history of a lost decade as an OBC. 2.5 Years in College after Break Up with money and 7.5 years in NTPC. Forced to become communist. Working for the community irrespective of community deserving it or not. Was helped by Capitalists in Internet Marketing.
The dog has been in dilemma whome to consider master since 2021. The money or learning.
In 2001 the learner ideology shifted towards moneymaking from love. Only in 2021 it was reestablished. The dog was loyal but for money. That dog identity was completely lost and taken over by his sister. Only a small part the TTP was left who was loyal to Learning.
The learner’s biggest access to Avidya was dog.
TTP was formed in Dec 2007. The third semester of his college. Same time he broke up with money.
TTP or the dog totally left the money as master in 2021. But the animal part will remain animal. The sister still controls most of it like the Pakistan has most of the Soldiers. Only a small part which is learner dog operates as gurella warfare or insurgent group.
He fights her but remaining at the border of dog and learner. His sister a complete dog clearly have advantage.
Also the durand border is disputed. The bitch has ovary instead of And so she totally ignores dog biology.
The learner always felt And are not suppose to be dur male or female.
Why ?
You can earn a little by taking calculated risk using only one testicle like in share Market or with no testicle also. But true learning requires testicles to be not kept away.
My current situation.
I am not using walking or driving for learning. Turkmenistan. I am using electricity which is produced by natural gas and also my own natural gas and my non absolute non sensical Turks.
Akhal-Teke horses is Ancient Turkmen breed famous for its distinctive metallic-looking coat, endurance and speed.
Let’s apply Turk for this as well. It means without khal theek hai. These horses are thin. Without much skin fat. So without fat they are fine.
Metalic looking coat. Dhatu looking clothes. The clothes have Sperm reflection all over.
Endurance It can do any work for very long and particularly even in harsh conditions.
Speed Not the fastest but still fast for the endurance.
But he is not being a horse. He is stationed at one place from a month. His pen is !!
Durand. Pashtun or Pathan do not want divided And. The two And. The Gonads are part of same body. A Right brain approach.
Pakistan is at war with Afghanistan. TTP is Pakistani militants who opposed Pakistan cooperation with US post 9-11.
The U.S.-led war began in 2001 after 9 11. It only ended in 2021 during COVID. The Taliban returned to power in 2021.
Al Qaeda troops faught Soviet. Al Qaeda attacked USA. Al Qaeda means foundation.
He laid the foundation of attacking the ideology of earning money competitively with the help of self enquiry in 2001.
He found the Best use of Money is aiding in whatever needs to be done with minimum misdirected competitive instinct. Wether in college or in Job.
He could make Money making ideology of himself secondary to learning ideology only in 2021 during COVID when he started doing what he really liked.
The best use of money was always known to him but it requires guts. Not everybody have it. To not use money for more but less wrong competition.
It’s a choice he made. Even now he is doing the same thing. Only thing is now what needs to be done by him is earn money. The Turk is perfect now !! Turk is in Main Sthan !!