The Lost Genius of Irrationality: Google, Temples, Porn, and the Super Ego

In past 8 months what have I done ?

I shared some content and info

but kept it away from Search engines.

All the visitors were direct visitors and they were in decent numbers.

How ?

Search engine do not recognise content without links.

Lets try irrational approach. The lost genius of irrationality.

Goo Gle sounds like

1.) Shitty woman or girl.

2.) It also means Shit melting.

First one is easy. I can be that shitty girl.

Second one, that is shit melting is vague.

Solid melts. Semisolids also to an extent. But to melt shit it should not change chemically. Heating therefore can easily be discarded for melting shit.

Google Search

Search of internet for a shitty girl.

Search of internet for melted shit.

Search engine

The Dog that does the searching.

Melted shit is equivalent to shitty girl by above logic or rather illogic.

But Google is quite useful.

It gives 1.) food for thoughts and also 2.) thoughts for food for anything you can type.

For 1 one has to be already active in searching mode.

For 2 one has to simply type anything and will get something almost everytime.

Why do we made search engine ?

It’s much quicker than going to a library or asking random person.

What do we search ?

90 Percent porn and make money online. Ego.

10 Percent not porn. Super Ego.

It is just like India.

Temples numb most of the super Ego.

Sex and easy money are all everyone is after.

The White page of Google and simplistic design numb most of the super Ego.

I cannot make anything out of shit here so let’s assume melted shit is melted Gold.

Gold is melted to make jewelleries most of the time.

What does webmaster do ?

Makes sites for queries. Rarely Blogs on obscure topics or obscure manner.

Jwellery has two uses

Status symbol – But For status a ball or raw Gold is also enough.

Beauty – I don’t find any beauty in jwellery.

I think everyone thinks this way except girls.

They are hyped by anything that will raise chances of attention to any part they want attention of their body.

Heels, Necklace, Bracelet etc.

Men and women use Google differently.

Men search for melted Gold that when condensed which can mean utilised somehow raise status of men.

Women search for status of men that when condensed which can mean utilised some how, to get jewelleries for themselves 90 Percent of the times.

Men as a girl search for make money online.

Men as a boy search Porn.

Women as a boy search make money online.

Women as a girl search Porn.

In Porn I am including all that increases Dope.

Rest of the search is done by very few people like me.

But since the name is melted shit the 90 Percent is actually shit.

Lets say you feed content to Google. What will Happen if it doesn’t not belong to 90 Percent.

It will be shitted out just like my websites.

For super Ego stuff Google has nothing actually decent. This is because super Ego stuff is shitted out.

But I want Google to recognise super Ego stuff.

 

What if we change the name of temples like Ayodhya Ram mandir to Porn.

Just a name change without any Politics. Just for experiment per se.

Everytime Temples which is abundant in India is visible Super Ego defence will shatter.

Just as we eat food and it becomes us Google eat its food from us and make it Google.

The Algorithm is a shitty girl. It is in its name itself. It doesn’t not care much about super Ego.

I can’t literally turn my blog into porn. I just chose the name porn so that Everytime I post something my Super Ego defence are made weaker.

So this blog is far more Super Egoic than my previous like Ferretbiting Git–slung etc.

Low super Ego defence plus highly concentrated super Ego stuff will change my super Ego and others as well.

Porn will one day become Temples for me.

At that time Temples in India will become Porn.

Old posts were simply shitted out by my Algorithm because I respected Temples. Now I don’t. It’s just Porn.

What should I do with the backup ?

It is Shit for Google. Melted Gold for me.

If I delete it nothing will happen to me. The melted Gold for that content  was searched by my own algorithm.

Jwellery from Gold is a choice of most because Gold is expensive so not much effort is required to get attention and raise status.

Similarly this type of jwellery in content form is super Ego but will be useful for me when my super Ego turns it into Ego.

One of my Ego is DELETE.

Should I delete it !!

Lets decide that later.

My observation

Sites made while satisfying Ego do well.

Sites made while satisfying Super Ego don’t do well.

Niche is irrelevant. Because of a Temple my Algorithm do not shit out stuff that not so Super Egoic and because of work place my Algorithm shit out Egoic stuff.

Why ?

I consider work place as temple. A bigger temple will be a blockade to absorb the super Ego stuff.

A small Temple not so much.

So there are two two ways to succeed online –

Website is purely porn or make money online and super Ego is strictly being fulfilled.

Website is not purely porn or make money online and superEgo is not strictly being fulfilled.

First method – While working in Job is not possible. Since I consider work place as temple so getting salary from temple do not fulfill super Ego.

In this way if website is strictly not porn or make money online then super Ego must strictly be not fulfilled.

I came here and got first month salary but I didn’t do the job of my work profile. Instead I did some other job that is not under work profile but is still important.  But I can fulfill my super Ego even after accepting that money and I made the site for BARC only. So all the content could have been porn or make money online.

But most of it was not. Infact none of it was directly make money online or porn.

If that content is DELETED wil anything happen.

I mean do I have a leverage. Yes. I did double or many times more work for the salary given.

It was evergreen content. Deleting it would have consequences. 

Yes I am blackmailing. I invented it. There is no law preventing me from doing it.

If it was just spoken words they could not be deleted and used again without uttering it out again by me or someone else.

But it was in material form. It is like an only copy of a book important for certain sets of people gone.

We don’t give things to its real price.

The price of a product should be added after deducting it’s cost to environment. It is law. Since it’s group sex and collectively okayed the harm to single person is diluted.

Otherwise if you calculate cost of let’s say a car it will come in negative or too high. Depends on how you are evaluating. In terms of money or environment.

Rarely a pro environment product is not just okayed but liked by so many people all around the world.

Deleting it will have consequences especially who are not okay with it now.

But I am not stupid. I will not delete it for everyone. Only for BARC.

Why ?

Because rest are okay with it.

So let’s come to conclusion.

 

Winter is Coming. I don’t know which one. Nuclear or GOT it.

To minimize damage I have escaped to another location where I can steer the ship more effectively.

You want to see the steering wheel of the ship.

 

Till 7 August 2026 I will have to steer the ship to its Right course.

Hope I am not deluded like everybody else.

I am deluded I know like everyone else. That is why I do not come up with theories when I am low on Dopamine to minimize Delusion in the intended context.

 

I have been a horse my whole life when I could be Pegasus.

 

Older people do not agree with me because they have wasted their life. Even Government have no sympathy for school going kids.

Endorphins

 

It is produced when we or someone close we know or are acquainted with do socially acceptable job. The job may be of just sitting in the office chair. Yet it may produce more Endorphins than walking 26 Kms from Anupuram to Chengalpattu.

Now when Generation gap is created new Generation want new job to be socially acceptable as well. Digital Marketing for example.

I have kept myself always updated with the changing world so I can empathise with the new Generation even though I am am not of their times.

Others have already passed point of no return a ong time back.

Role of Endorphins

Tiring is a natural process. Just like. any machine we needed to cool down.

But sometimes we need to keep fighting.  There social nature help us if the fight is for common good. We release Endorphins, a natural pain killers.

 

More interesting is it is released in proportion to how socially approved the work is.

This was sso that an individual could not go against the group easily.

Pleasure also releases Endorphins

I don’t know if anybody else have pondered into this but pleasure activities like spending time with close ones(Reason for me owning so many pets), social interaction, meditation also release Endorphins.

Why ?

I don’t know but the simple reason is to keep continuing the practice. Endorphins are not addictive. Addiction is psychological. Not enough motivation to do anything will lower all your other neurochemicals also.

But the fact that no so physically inclusive work like social interaction and spending time with loved one also releases Endorphins tells me 2 things –

1.) Those occasions must be rare so to make it memorable Endorphins releases.

2.) It should be rare only then its purpose is fulfilled.

Why do BJP rose to power ?

Dharmik activities (Karma Kanda) are also source of Endorphins.

1.) It is widely accepted.

2.) Very few could escape the black hole.

3.) Suddenly there was surgery in Indian family values for a PM who himself left his wife.

To fight with such a large group one needs to make alternative socially acceptable first.

That is easy but then also motivate to others to follow one has to do tremendous amount labour to produce Endorphins for a new ideology.

Just motivation with blah blah is easy. All the resignee journalists are doing it for years.

Real thing is Endorphins. If I travel 50 Km by legs and just say chi or chu that also is enough if I have made myself credible enough.

If it does not produce Endorphins for me it will not produce for others as well because I am also conditioned by same culture and values.

AOK though extremely stupid is very hard working. Stupid because she don’t know it is not because of Modi but Religion.

Blaming muslims customs or group Namaz is also because of same reason. Easy Endorphins.

BJP is not wrong in that department but itself has no other alternatives

Lets talk about America also. Democrats are rule based. America is are not very educated. They like lawlessness. If enough people became conservatives Democrats will loose as there easy source of Endorphins is now snatched away.

In the End

1.) Muslims are guilty of Easy Endorphins.

2.) Democrats in America also.

3.) In India Modi needs to go. The new ideology for which everybody will or I will make them want to will work is AI. Sovereign AI. More inputs later. Consider this as the Chi or Chu of that.

Pehle America kya Kehta tha. Kon hai tu. Ab ham kya kehte hain. Tu Kon Hai Be ?

Tu ni Aap !!